20101227

i dont want school reopen
i dont want school reopen
i dont want school reopen
i dont want school reopen
i dont want school reopen
i dont want school reopen

):

lengz.

20101218

1st
i want to wish zhoen lin happy birthday
2morow is her bday (:

then,
im at muar now ._.
and xiian is going to laugh at me agn
bcuz of 吕良犬
0.0
but
i swear i didn't meet him since the 1st time i get to muar
=D

懂做么我之前都没有打华语吗？
因为我家里那个电脑厚
我找不到它的language bar ><
==
拍写蛤

最近很不舒服咯
之前发烧连续几天呐


xDD
其实我按这个laptop按到很爽
它的键盘西北好按
爸爸的laptop来的
我也要酱的一架 )':

其实厚
20101222有一个小学聚会
弄到我一直想到小学的东
很奇怪的咯
就是一直想到那个“她”
==
很不爽啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦


以为忘记了却又想起
以为消失了却又浮现.

他妈的

越想越生气呐
她很残忍的 0.0

你了解我吗？
不 你不了解
你误会我了
需要澄清吗
不了
你所误解的
我已不在乎了
是的
已不像以往那么在乎了
懒得去纠正
你心里 我的形象
懒得去解释
你嘴里 我的不堪
懒得去探听
你讽刺 我的忧伤
懒得去改变
你断定 我的触犯
你的过错 演变成了我的罪过
该指责你的残忍
还是怒斥自己的愚蠢
对于不了解我的
解释根本就是多余

你不了解的
我现在了解了.
你不在乎的
我现在抱紧了.
你失去的
我现在拥有了. (:


现在的我
很幸福。

lengz.

(:

sorry for ignoring ur feelings

i love u ><

lengz.

lol

i dont want to go.

i dont like to go.

because of u..

lol?

yea. i hate u (:

fcking hate ._.

i dont want to see u.

i dont want to talk wif u.

i dont want to shop wif u.

i dont want go gathering wif u .

i juz hate u.

i hate u.

very much.

although we were best fren...

yup. 'were' .

we broke up since i left.

the last day.

yea. i left.

...


my holidays were so kanasai ._.
i juz dont feel like going bac to school
and im afraid of the day when school reopen.


asking me if im a les?

yup. i am.
lol.
go on and tell anybody if u wan.
i dont care.

im juz loving the 1 who i love.
i dont think im wrong at all.

yea.
i love her.
so?
am i bothering u all??
lol.
none of ur business.

lengz. <3

_

天空突然灰了压上肩头
你给的出口我还不想走
躺下看乌云难捉摸的形状
好像有话要说却沉默
我们会不会那样
倔强到最后
变成阵风各奔西东

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌
我相信天空一定也很痛
雨是眼泪很想坠落
可惜地上挤满笑容哪里有空

天空像累了沉睡在心中
谁再仰望都无动于衷
每一朵乌云原来是什么颜色
为了谁而不同我们可不可以
不要倔强不放手学会宽容

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌
我相信天空一定也很痛
雨是眼泪怎么坠落
有谁会懂 谁会让它停留

来一场暴雨把我卷走有没有用

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌
却不敢放肆挥霍这点痛
雨是眼泪很怕天空
一无所有

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌
我知道天空只剩这点痛
雨是眼泪偷偷坠落
伞下的你刚好经过

lengz.<3

_

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折

我眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你
深深的

lengz.<3

_

I'd cut my hair...look at the 1st pic at left hand side if u want to noe how short it is )':

lengz.<3

sorry...

HwaRong ::

sorry

for not wishing u happy birthday

sorry for pretending during ur birthday

im sorry

really sorry,

sorry that i hurt u

sorry...

i got my own reason.

sorry ):

HappyBirthday

i noe it's too late

still sorry,

still jimuii (:

lengz. <3

20101116

lazy to type
so juz post some pic
(:

lengz. <3

20101115

short update (:

holidays
boroing :(

i missed her so much...
every night phone her
sms-ed all day
not enough for me :'(

darl
iloveyou veryverymuch



i wont regret (:

lengz. <3

_

peinee, i want to ask u sth...






































when we took these pic?


y i have no idea wif it ?





0.0

lengz. <3

_

u changed, m i right?

sry for all...

lengz.<3

20101024

im here (:
grew mushrooms agn 0.0
sorryyyy ><
now exam-ing
actually during this days i cant use com
bt nw my parents were out
so... (:

yesterday kosong n ainee told me
my physic got 70+
xD
improve ><
from 44 -- 70+
im so pro :D

kosong, if this wasnt true, u gonna owe me 3 more mcd (:


me n kosong said that we want to study the whole night for yesterday
bt laopo dun let
n i really feel very tired
so i sms-ed kosong
"really want to study the whole night? i feel like sleeping"
n she replied
"me too man"

we r so adorable :D

very lazy update


today is laopo's birthday
yesterday 12am ++ phoned laopo
n we chatted 1 hr n 40 mins (((:

laopo
HappyBirthday ~
><


iloveyou_
polarbear ><

lengz. <3

20101012

last week didnt go home

i want go home :(



















ihateyou. verymuch ._.

允儿. <3

___

|- Rules -|
Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.



WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: chinese tea =.=
2. Last phone call: Mikiyo. when she played miss calls wif me during school =.=
3. Last text message: 老婆 :)
4. Last song you listened to: love .
5. Last time you cried: 29 / 09


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: yupppp
8. kissed someone and regretted it: No .
9. Lost someone special: ya...
10. Been depressed: en
11. Been drunk and threw up: No =.=


LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black .
13. White .


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
14. Made a new friend: ofcourse
15. Fallen in love: xDD
16. Laughed until you cried: IDK
17. Met someone who changed you: I dont really know...
18. Found out who your true friends were: I think so :)
19. Found out someone was talking about you: en....
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally : yes =.=
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: IDK .
22. How many kids do you want to have: 2 :D
23. Do you have any pets: do fishes count??
24. Do you wanna change your name: didnt think about it
25. What did you do for your last birthday: Cried .
26. What time did you wake up today: 6 something.
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: 拍拖 -ing
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: lol ?
29. Last time you saw your Mother: Just now .
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Everything .
32. What are you listening to right now: Sound coming out from the cpu
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my phone battery low and im lazy to charge it lthough im sms-ing right now
35. Most visited webpage: my blog
36. What's your real name: Yee leng
37. What's your nickname: i dont think i can type out all here, too many =.=
38. Relationship Status: married :D
39. Zodiac sign: aquarius
40. Male or female: Female .
41. Elementary school: SJK(C)lick hung
42. Middle School: Hin Hua High School .
43. High school/college: IDK .
44. Hair colour: Black .
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: idk
47. Do you have a crush on someone: =.=
48: What do you like about yourself: i dont even like myself
49. Piercings: no
50. Tattoos: NO
51. Righty or lefty: Righty .


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: No .
53. First piercing: No .
54. First best friend: dunno ??
55. First sport you joined in: IDK .
56. First vacation: how could i remember =.=
58. First pair of trainers: No .
59. Eating: ?
60. Drinking: ?
61. I'm about to: die .
62. Listening to: the fan above me
63. Waiting for: Sleep .


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Haven think about it .
65. Get Married: hehe :D
66. Career: Haven think about it .


WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: i prefer two =D
69. Shorter or taller: Taller .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: IDK .
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud: IDK .
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship .
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:=.=


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No .
77. Drank hard liquor: No .
78. Lost ur glasses / contacts : =.=
79. Sex on first date: no .
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes .
82. Been arrested: No .
83. Turned someone down: Yes .
84. Cried when someone died: Yes .
85. Fallen for a friend: IDK


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: no
87. Miracles: IDK .
88. Love at first sight: i think so...
89. Heaven: yes =D
90. Santa Claus: yup
91. Kiss on the first date:erm...
92. Angels: ya


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yes
95. Did you sing today: Yes .
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Yes .
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: idk
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: 16 feb
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: kind of
100. Posting this as 100 truths: idk



tags
8 jimuii
老婆 :)

_

离不开 多余

不是我的 风格

很讨厌我 自己

是阿我没有 资格

可是我真的很爱 你们

不会在不 开心

不会在愁眉 苦脸

求求 你们

不要丢下 我了

对于 友情

我好像真的 怕了

可是我还是 相信

朋友不合可以 绝交

姐妹不好永远还是 姐妹

我爱 你们

我爱你 北极熊.

允儿. <3

＿

Once you are tagged, you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends, including the person who tagged you.Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given.Ranks are given at the bottom of this note. If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x. Let the game begin.

Level 1:

[x]Slept in class

[x]Talked in class

[ ]Not seating at your own place in class

[x]Scolded by a teacher

[x]Litter the classroom

[x]Did not do your homework

[x]Submitted your homework

[x]put nail polish

[ ]lepaking

[x]Did not pay attention in class

[x]dreaming in class

[ ]goofing around in class

[x]Copied other people's homework

[x]Played a trick on your classmates

My Total: 11

Level 2:

[ ]walking around

[x]late in class

[x]was a bit naughty

[ ]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time

[x]scolding vulgarities in class

[x]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school

[x]used a school facility without school's permission

[x]play in class

[ ]singing loudly during lesson

[ ]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time

[x]did not greet the teacher properly

[ ]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission

[x]say bad about teacher

[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump

My Total: 19

Level 3:

[x]made a fool out of morning assembly

[ ]wasted the school's toilet paper

[ ]sabotaged someone

[x]irritated someone

My Total: 21

Level 4:

[x]forged your parent's signature

[ ]forged a classmate's signature

My Total: 22

Level 5:

[x]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time

[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission

[x](i play ds too xD )]listened to an MP3 player in school

My Total: 25

Level 6:

[x]vandalise the school property

[x]used the internet

[x]fought with someone in school

My Total: 28

Level 7:

[x] cheated in a class test

[x]cheated in a school examination

[x]Lied to your teacher

My Total: 31

Level 8:

[ ]set fire to something in the school

[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom

[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

My Total: 31

Level 9:

[ ]refused to pay school fees

[ ]cheated the school money

[ ]stole things which belonged to the school

[x] bullied someone in your school

[ ]pranked called your school

My Total: 32

Level 10:

[x]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader (prefect)

[x]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

My Total: 34

Level 11:

[ ]brought weapons to the school

[ ]brought real firearms to the school

[ ]brought a real bomb to the school

[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill

[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

My Total: 34

Grand total : 34

Ranks:

If you are between 0-15-------------{I am a good student}

If you are between 16-20------------{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}

If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student}

If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}

If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}

If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}

If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school }

If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}.



I am a bad student．　　　：）

lalalalala :))

boring.


long time no come ._.
yup
grew mushrooms :)


lazyyyyyyyyyyyy


i felt that chien looks like 狸猫
but she dont noe what's that and i promise her to put da pic here
so...











this is the cartoon one











this is the real one :)



i swear
it really looks like chien :)

嘿嘿
很久没打英文了
上次
是为了你们吧？？
算了 ._.




iloveyou
imissyou
iwantyou


我要我的北极熊 :)))



回到我的身边. 好吗 yari

允儿. <3

_

update.







允儿. <3

lalala =]

going to fly.
Have a nice trip.
._.

照片

眼镜。。。
















米从bali买来的 =]
















kosong的番薯 =.=



我妈疯料
买10把梳子给我 =.=




































我侄女够力可爱 ><

允儿. <3>

_

啦啦啦
update...
那个 K 姐 一直催我 =.=

最近真的很忙嘛。。。

-20100903
越野。
我跑第一 =D
我看stella酱可怜才让她代替我上台拿奖的拉
xDD
没有拉 =.=
因为我的病
我乖乖地跟仪和米一起走叻~
[ 我有乖乖，我要亲亲蛤 >.< *23个 =D ]
越野完，
1点半有补习
12点多回去宿舍
一回到去就睡觉了 =]
很累 >.<
之前差一点发作叻
腿都红红料
T^T
1点半起来
K姐打电话来 =.=
吵人家睡觉
补完习
其实补不到一个小时 xD
因为我3点多就要回料
倩 本来晚上才回家的
她怕 =]
我好心收留她
让她来我家 ._.
她一直弄我笑
怪懒 >.<
跟她一起看霹雳MIT
很恐怖 =.=

-20100904
回麻坡 =D
做料新眼镜
下次放照片上来蛤。。。
晚上 跟一个6岁（我弟）和一个2岁不到的小孩子（我侄女） 玩 =.=
其实是因为大人要看戏
我做保姆 T^T
我侄女够力可爱
爱死她 >.<
明天我哥生日
大堂哥买了蛋糕给他
11pm酱吹蜡烛
还有KFC吃
干
我又想起我生日那天的情景料
TMD
为什么我哥的生日是在他生日的前一天11pm庆祝
而我的生日是在我生日当天的11pm庆祝 T.T
真的很hurt的咯。。。
算料。。。

-20100905
拿了新眼镜
妈要我一直戴着 =.=
很呆咯
一整天躲在顶楼房间看戏
霹雳MIT看显料
就找movie来看
看料
17again & aliens in the attic
很好看 =D
有一点觉得我好像很什么
酱 一个人在房间看戏吃东西
好像那个什么_守寡的老人_ =.=
晚上7点多 回subang =]

-20100906
本来要跟八只小猫
去sunway的 很多人交通不便 =.=
-取消-
害我在家里闷到要死
差不多一整天躺在床上 =.=
幸好有宝贝陪我 =D
宝贝
对不起蛤
以后不会那样了。。
真的
相信我
好吗

仪-
其实也不是讲很难接近拉。。。
只是厚。。。
你跟你那边的姐妹感情比较好吧
在他们面前比较能表现出真实的你吧
宁-
上次的事 不用紧拉。。。
真实的你最重要 =]
松-
你厚
真的需要pepper spray =D
连印度人都对你有兴趣 0.0
米-
你阿
不要在弄肿眼睛了
你对他的心
我们都看到了
是他不好好珍惜你
做错的不是你
不要再为他流泪了
或许你还没遇到真正属于你的他
一个不会让你流泪的他 ._.
惠-
看到你
我会忍住不哭了拉
不要再怕怕了 =]
柔-
要跑一起跑
不要酱自私 =D
蓉-
你 真的真的很幸福
要把握这次的幸福
不要让它溜走了
他敢欺负你的话 一定要跟我们讲蛤
我们帮你打他 xD
翰-
做我们的妹夫
你绝对有资格
哈
不要欺负蓉就好了 。。。



笨蛋
我不会不理你的
之前
我不知道我对你那么重要。。
以后不会了
不会再让你那么痛苦了
相信我 =]


我要亲亲我要抱抱 <3



我爱你 ._.

允儿. <3>

__

昨晚
看了初恋红豆冰
其实厚
我看到要睡觉 =]
是蛮显的啦
可是又蛮好看
矛盾 ._.
越看越觉得
那个botak很像黄祖权
真的.
满云
不要打我 xDD

每次
我星期日都很忙
等下又要去看外公料
几个星期前
他好像呼吸困难进医院 =.=


显显显显
真的
很显.


假期要到料
八姐妹
你们决定好要去哪里料没有？
快点蛤 ._.
9月8 去中国
上海
世博会 =]
其实厚
我不懂那个什么东来的
有的去旅行就去呗.
开学星期一才回来
不要太想念我蛤 =D



笨蛋
你很笨 ._.

ILoveYou.

允儿. <3>

_

上个星期
才讲不要跟他们吵架
结果星期日就吵料
跟妈吵
很凶
她不要我这个女儿了
她叫我去找别的妈妈 ._.
心
痛到要死
原来 真的
还是在乎你们的吧
哭.


本来
这个星期没有回家的
月荷突然叫我跟嘉盈的车回
其实
我
真的
很爽 =]
可以回家
真的
真的
很开心 x)


刚才跟爸妈去吃晚餐
我
喜欢
喜欢那种感觉
能够跟爸妈同桌吃饭
能够在那么和谐的气氛下
真的
我很满足了.
爸妈夹菜给我
我已经觉得很幸福了.
我要的幸福
就是那么地单纯
那么地简单
希望
可以一直酱下去
真的
希望.

之前
有段时期
偶的心情不是很好
拍写蛤.
8姐妹
真的
对不起 ._.
不要问我原因
好吗.

8姐妹
我
真的
很爱
很爱
你们噢 =]


我发现到了一个不是秘密的秘密
kosong的志愿
是当一名 president ( or a lawyer )
xDD
忘了注明_
这是她10岁时的志愿 x)

仪-
你厚
有时候真的不敢接近你
>.<
不是很懂你
拍写蛤
真的
不是故意的
><"

宁-
你喔
比仪还要凶厚 0.0
今天被你骂了 >.<
不要误会
我的不爽
只是那一瞬间罢了 =]
真的.

松-
你 最sohai料啦 x)
其实
感觉上 跟你
最好
最谈得来
一起的感觉
不会有压力
不会有任何掩饰
真的
很轻松 =]
你 pattern真的很多
不过 我相信这是你的特色 =D
还可以在讲台上梳刘海一整节 厉害 xD

哟-
不要想太多啦
笨
加油.
你要幸福蛤.

惠-
可能跟你最熟
才会毫不顾忌
在你面前哭
拍写呐 >.<
弄到你怕怕
我只是 在你面前
没有任何的掩饰罢了 ._.

柔-
你阿
很kuat
xDD

蓉-
其实
我跟你也蛮谈得来的
只是
你的曾经
有些我是不懂的
所以. =]
现在
你的幸福在眼前
抓住吧
幸福是会溜走的
尽早弄清楚自己的感情
他阿
真的
不错的.
加油
._.

八人同行
缺一不可
仪-宁-松-允-哟-惠-柔-蓉
Y N K L M H R J
=]]]

笨蛋
我没事啦
我本来就
很怕黑
>.<
你也不要太固执了
生病就要吃药
要乖乖听话
乖乖才有糖果吃蛤 =]]



ILoveYou.
._.




偶要亲亲 x)))

允儿. <3>

_

考完试料
爽是很爽拉
可是成绩不是很爽 =(

数学 20

物理 44

国文 48

生物 67

英文 74

化学 79

华文 90 ._.

历史 91 =D

我厉害叻？

xDD

刚看完toy story 3 =D

有点怕怕 >.<

突然很想你在身边

不懂作么

每次害怕的时候第一个想到的是你 >.<"

我要看初恋红豆冰

爸买料片给我 ._.

下星期要呈现水浒传了

我突然才想到的

什么都没做到

怎么办 =.=

好像是星期二就要料。。。

死料

长这么大

我才知道

原来猫是 “猫”叫，而不是“喵”叫

kosong : 猫~猫~猫~

xDD

你们厚

我很dulan你们噢

真的

超dulan ._.

明天要去shopping =D

希望不要再跟他们吵架好

不然我又会没有零用钱料 T.T

笨蛋

想酱多做么

我答应过你的

我就会做到

[我的承诺，不是谎言]

=)

第110天料 >.<"

ILoveYou_